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In Blogs on January 12, 2009 at 6:11 PM

Arachnophobia is spying on me!

A story about today’s picture. I went to the bathroom, came back, this spider was hanging from my door. I almost walked into it.
shit’s crazy

So today, I found out, girls sometimes fake relationships to throw men off their scent. And I began to wonder, has this ever occured to me? I mean, half of the women I held interests in were big liars and the other half ended quickly because they were honest about it. The weird part is, I’ve never heard of guys doing this. But today I was told of a few instances where this occured.

I had decided about two days ago that tomorrow would be the day I cashed in my investment, but now I’m not so sure if I should or not. A lot of people don’t like her, I don’t like a lot of her friends, and to honest, her attitude isn’t all that well neither. I’m not sure if I want to make the same mistake again. I’m not sure if I WILL make the same mistake again. Where did I go wrong the first time with this investment?

I spent my morning doing homework, watching anime, and eating some delicious breakfast. Left my house and bang bang kaboom shippudden. Slept on the train. I was worried that my investment had lost interest in me since we hardly talked the past three days, but I brushed it off as it was just something on the internet, no big of a deal. She saw me before class anyways. And she made an effort to see me too, not as if we just happened to be there. If she stopped making an effort to see me before class, that’s when I would’ve started getting worried. Fortunately, my largest worry about this day was lifted when I found out that she had not lost interest. I was still in. I saw her out of this crowd, and suddenly nothing else mattered. Until I was late for class. I said good bye to the beauty and before I left I asked her to meet with me tomorrow at another place after school. Would it happen here? I sure hope it does. I’m not so aware if I can win her again or not. To be honest, I thought there was nothing to be afraid of, but there is a big effect there. I’ve been very happy since the year started because of her, I don’t know if I am willing to risk all of that. When people say things, I’m usually the only person there defending her.

“She’s not a bitch.”
“Then what is she?”
“…Lovely.”

So then I’m in Global class. And the teacher is collecting homework. Shit I gave my homework to a classmate before it started so she could copy! No biggie, she’s a smart girl, she’ll hand in my homework with hers. Wait what? She wants it 1 by 1? SHIT. So then we pull off some mission impossible shit. A friend who sits near me gets up, distracts the teacher by asking a question. I can’t get out of my seat cause that’d be too much of a disturbance. The girl I gave the homework to acts like she has to spit out gum. Gets up, sneaks my paper into his hands, and he comes back, with my homework. We’s slick.

Yo in gym class, I fucked up Eddie. Nigga shouldn’t call me Leon mutherfucka. So then WoodShop is some boring uninteresting shit.

Yo Lunch, chill, I be chillin’ looking around. This Arnish nigga be looking at my direction and I’m just thinking like. THE FUCK IS THIS FAGGOT LOOKING AT. And Zhi was at our lunch table, banged that shit up. I’mma get you back mutherfucker.

Today was common time and I left early and all that shit. Got some food, played some street fighter, then went to work. An hour into work I get a phonecall, from my boss, telling me “why are you at work? I left a message telling you not to come. leave” So I’m like whatever cool. Then I check the message and she says “there’s not that much work to do today neither” and I look at the pile and there’s like more than a full stack, so I’m like. “This bitch be trickin’ me or something?” I’m real worried that she’s considering firing me. :(

So this whole day, my left knee has been acting up, like, if I don’t move for a while, and just sit, my knee begins to get this feeling like it’s burning up, like it got invaded by tons of lactic acids. Iunno. But my back is fine!

SO I TELL MY MOM TO GET FOOD AND IT’S THE WRONG FUCKING ORDER CAUSE THE ONLINE MENU IS ALL FUCKING WRONG AND INSTEAD OF GETTING DELICIOUS PORK I GET FUCKING VEGETARIAN SHIT

FUCKKKKK

I’M OUT, ABC YA.